I literally overcame self esteem issues by making ironically over-arrogant claims because even if you’re joking about something a lot you start to believe it and that can totally work in a good way if you let it
They’ve done studies and the “fake it till you make it” mindset actually works and if you keep up a mantra you come to believe it after a time. It actually is how I came to really love myself.
Uhhhh…guy who I was really excited about and then at some point became pushy and intrusive talked to me again. It’s been a while since we last talked and in that last talk I explained why he was making me feel uncomfortable and he apologized. He talked to me today and I explained I would like it if he just treated me as a friend, and he said he’s ok with that and would like to see if it turns into something else with time. Idk. I really liked him before he started getting creepy and not respecting my me-time. He asked if he could drive me to school tomorrow and I said yes. We’ll see how that goes… but Imma end it as soon as I see signs of him not respecting my boundaries.
It’s 1:50 am and it just randomly occurred to me that if I should have a daughter her name’s gonna be Marisol. Lol what am I doing with my life.